Seems time got away from me. I didn’t have words for what was going on, so I didn’t update. It is exciting to get to 60 days. It was honestly a rough few days around that time. Now that I am a few days out from it, and emotions have stabilized, I can write a few words.
I went camping with a friend in Moab, Utah this last weekend. The time in nature and driving 14 hours alone gave me a lot of clarity on what I want to do with my new sober life. When I came home on my 60 days anniversary, my fiance and I had some really difficult conversations. It was good, and lots of tears, hugs, and decisions happened.
Clarity is coming and it feels good to see where I want to go and what I want to do moving forward. I don’t know that I have ever lived a very intentional life. I started drinking when I was 13 years old! There are a lot of stories in there, but I’m choosing at this time to focus on the future. Not the past.